Greetings from your friendly neighbor sociopath!
ah readers, it seems that people fail me. Could it be you? Eh I don't know, in all like hood it's not. The mere fact you're reading this would give testament to your loyalty to me and how you enjoy my snark. As I have been away at school and usually spend that time writing stuff about stuff for grades; this time I'm writing this for my own sheer delusions lets we forget.
People as a fault are a huge weird mess, not weird in a good way like they eat their ice cream with forks or other pronged instruments. But rather how they lie to themselves, or perhaps I just don't understand how people are and as a result alienate myself from them. This is a double edged sword: I want more friends but the very notion of finding people who I can not only relate to but can tolerate proves to be Herculean task in and of itself. People seem to want friends who are "laid back and cool" or "down to earth and chill" these buzz words mean nothing! What the hell is "laid back and cool" anyway? that sounds like a lazy slob who doesn't want to do anything fun, so why the crap would anyone want a friend like that? What they should be looking for is "one of awesome wit, keen intelligence and a bit of classified psychosis" I mean what fun would that be!? Sadly I'm the lone nut here (tee hee) I'm very bored with people and their stupid ass ways. So what can I do about this?
I have some ideas:
1) exist as a unique singularity rather than another faceless sap.
2) never stop the rock
3) Things do not need to make sense in order to laugh at them.
4) Like the Joker has said "life is a joke, learn to laugh or I'll carve a smile into your face" sage words indeed.
5) Embrace weirdness.
It sounds easy to do this but people are so boring these days, enjoying crap that is so banal and sad. I'm always up for new experiences but when those "new things" become tired and stale it's time to move on; or perhaps it's just me who feels that way. I mean is it possible that I just expect too much of people? That I was born in the wrong time and place? I honestly think so sometimes.
Sigh
I'm going to bed, maybe I'll write more about this topic another time.
j
